tralalala

2006-11-21T23:20:00.000-08:00

i guess so;

I'll be at xanga :D
http://xanga.com/disconnectedthinking
but I won't leave this blog. (:

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I will leave this blog. I will not be back here. Haha. See, there. Xuan, i'm not lying already. So yeah, i will not bother putting up a tagboard. Yupps, SON OF DORK IS LOVES MAN !
Xanga doesn't have nice son of dork layouts ):
BYE.

2006-11-20T22:11:00.000-08:00

hardcore shit;

I'm bored.

2006-11-19T22:25:00.000-08:00

it all amounts to nothing and she got murdered in the mosh;

i have to tell my mother i have school related activities on saturday so that i can go out with hyeon and meet tkd squadmates (:
and i have to think up of another one for cam hunting with xuan (:
man, life's good.

2006-11-19T18:00:00.000-08:00

i would gladly take the blame for you;

i miss W.
i miss being her W.
i wonder if you keep it with you wherever you go. cause i do
carry that around with me.
rmb, the one that shakes?

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i lost one of mickey's legs. grrr D:

2006-11-18T22:35:00.000-08:00

I asked you out for losing truth or dare
The guys were cracking up 'til you said yeah;

back to childhood days man (: i love playground! :D and the wind! <3

hyeon! send me pics okay(: haha. and hyeon is muscular! :D
yakult! yakult! (:
don't worry. rival eh? *grins.
don't be sad alright <3
is he horny? HAHAHA. HILARIOUS MAN! XD

2006-11-16T04:20:00.000-08:00

in my heart i still believe;

haha, you know that lady in red was super funny. " you are not allowed to take pictures in shopping centres" blah blah blah, haha. hilarious shit man.
xuan's ex birthday present. then after, she wanted a nike shoe. haha, but she haven't make up her mind yet! and the guy in the shop was super funny too. haha!

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latest craving: corn cup. i had like 3 cups of corn today. OMG.

2006-11-15T06:44:00.000-08:00

I'm telling you why you can't;
Said you gotta long way to go;

xuan and i conquered vivo today! omg, my legs are like breaking already. thanks to the walking and the stretching and all. man, we have strong legs(:

oh my crap, i so love this place man. didn't see it when hyeon and i went vivo. i love it man. haha. and my shorts got wet. wonder who to blame! xD so tempted to push xuan down! haha. so fun man.

(:
lazy upload other pics. later luh. haha.

2006-11-14T18:00:00.000-08:00

crop circles;

yeah, finally combat! yay! haha. partner's mel (: hahaha, dhanu! xD
yeah man, sat! :D hopefully my mum doesn't make any plans. i don't want to stay at home.
so saturday it is yeah hyeon ;D
and yes i like hyeon's top and she change and take shower damn fast man! pro man.

thanks loves (: <3 really, LOVES <33

2006-11-13T01:49:00.000-08:00

send someone to love me;

omg, i can't find my bends. i'm so dead! Dx

friend, it has been a year, please forget what happen. start over please?

2006-11-12T06:05:00.000-08:00

keep it or break it;

cause obviously,
she's out of my league
but how can i win
She keeps draggin' me in and
i know i never will be good enough for her;

omg, i freaking need to cut my hair.

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friend, i miss you and it hurts pretty badly.

2006-11-10T21:10:00.000-08:00

oh my ride;

oh my goodness. step up was oh so fabulous. channing tatum is hot baby (: the show was rad man!

i want all the soundtracks. haha. and like yeah, awesome man. guess what, i can't count and hear. xD xuan is a serial killer man. had a knife in her bag. scary eh? (:
earrings. hahaha i want to shop somemore. but my money all gone ready ):
sigh.

okay, give it to me;

2006-11-09T05:43:00.000-08:00

walk past me a few times please?;

yeah, i do. yes, i want to.

2006-11-08T22:51:00.000-08:00

You dont let anybody close enough to hurt you in the first place;

hyeon and ameerah, great polar bears eh. fine luh, kill your own protecter(?). i'm so not useless okay. muahaha xD and i will tuck in my shirt okay. hahaha.

it all came flowing back today, all of it, today. not again. you put me on a real roller coaster ride man. and you don't even know it.
and i haven't been seeing you for so long. come back will you?

2006-11-06T06:01:00.000-08:00

america's next top loser;

i like natalie. like yeah. and benji's really good. haha. TAN YUXUAN! IDIOT. GO AND SAVE THAT STUPID CONVO FOR WHAT! OMG. XD

you know, sometimes it's great to have someone to talk to. yeah, for once. but it never happens.

2006-11-05T23:23:00.000-08:00

pls say it;

now the picture is to small. i can't get a hold of this thing. i'm seriously lazy to change it.

i cannot imagine i could feel this way for you. i'm way out.

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forget it. i give up.

2006-11-05T06:49:00.000-08:00

it's killing me slowly;

picture's too big. but wth, lazy luh.

2006-11-05T05:59:00.000-08:00

i'm sorry i'm always being difficult, i'd have to lie;

visiting today was fun, fun, FUN.
it's always crazy whenever atik and the guys are around. omg, esp hafiz. he's oh so gay. HAHA. but kimah had to leave early ):

we tried and tried but it still doesn't look real. haha xD

i wore the earrings xuan bought for me (: haha. and and yes, i want to taste xuan's cooking but it's kind of difficult with my mother and all. sorry yeah. but maybe next week. maybe. i just hope so.

let it be what i think it is. please. just this once i really hoped you took notice.

2006-11-03T10:15:00.000-08:00

i've always felt this. i want out;

what kind of dumb shit rule is this man. i can't even pierce my ear. i have to wait for so long until i can. argh. really, it's fucking stupid. can't do what i want again isn't it. have to wait until before exams next year, that will take forever. dammit.

again and again, it never stops;

2006-11-03T06:11:00.000-08:00

sleep on it;

why do you have to control everything? what i do, what i say and even what i wear. like wth man. hey, in the end it's still my life. trust is not a one way thing okay. argh. parents.

maybe we should kill our cca teachers instead. xD

2006-11-02T19:42:00.000-08:00

you are all about the past now;

omg, sorry xuan. i have to go to my aunt's house with my grandmother. yes, my grandmother. pestering me since i don't know when already. sorry, if prestige don't have, then yes, i will get you the vcd. haha. sorry.

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so, xuan's going with paddy. haha. at least there's loads of junk food here. i loike! (:

2006-11-01T06:14:00.000-08:00

i never thought i would feel this way;

today wasn't as bad as i thought. i don't plan on killing anyone. so yeah (:
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i so can't do tkd. and she laugh and she said i can't kill anyone. i don't plan on killing anyone okay. but the killing mr c plan. yeah, but i think the plan will fail cause i can't kill anyone. HAHA.
whoots. monday monday! xuan will slap me if i keep silent. haha, bring ice eh. and and well, i'm a naturally quiet person okay. not a talking person. HAHA. XD

2006-10-31T18:52:00.000-08:00

so anchal, is this better? haha, you ego person.
man, i want to cut my hair.

when it comes, when it comes, i'll let you know;

2006-10-31T18:09:00.000-08:00

go screw yourself, you're best at doing that;

stop it alright. stop controlling me. i hate it. i don't know what the hell i'm doing anymore okay. i'm tired, really i am.
we're not robots okay. ARGH. i'm sick of seeing your faces. and now, i can't escape that. can i?

hyeon, i'm not perverted okay! secret relationship with sowji eh. i want to touch but you don't let me! very faithful eh?! xD

stupid cca schedule(?). now i have no time to go out with xuan. stupid stupid stupid. nvm, we shall set a date (:

like seriously, when to MIA eh people?

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is there math?! omg, then i postponed my date with denise for nothing. bullcrap.

2006-10-27T05:10:00.000-07:00

teach me wrong from right;

spent my morning with squadmates today, before they went off for atc. take care guys. i love you <3

REDBUTTS <333
you guys rock my socks you know that. LOVES <333

hey. i really want to talk to you. badly.

i'm going to miss you crazy people, yes you crazy retarded people. <3

2006-10-27T05:04:00.000-07:00

i love you;

take care you guys <3 see you on monday. *hugs.

2006-10-23T07:12:00.000-07:00

it all comes crashing down;

i'm a happy person now (: the re test is postpone to 9 nov and there's only one paper!
like thank goodness man. phew :D more time to study!

so you think you can dance was so hot. TRAVIS. omg, like wow. hot stuff! and xuan thinks i stink. she don't like the dove deodeorant(?) i'm wearing! haha. i want the nice nice passion fruit at body shop. it's a must get. train ride with aqilah was just hilarious. she's an idiot. everybody thinks so. her voice is like super loud. drawing attention to herself! haha. and she so can't sing. i sing better than her xD they seriously take damn long to decide where they are going. haha. AQILAH IS A LOUSY PIG!

my baking skills are horrible! the cookies were rock solid hard and it was super sweet. i seriously didn't know what i was doing. but it was fun okay. if i had gave that cookie to xuan, i think she'll die. omg, it was so horrible. so xuan don't expect me to bake for you. and if you do, it's your death wish. muahaha. what a waste of all the ingredients man. xD

whoots. i'm so high right now. just drank latte! and liyana, i want my coffee! before school ends. rmb! if not i shall slaughter you. and starbucks for xuan. i bet it's hazelnut hot chocolate then. another story! hot starbucks guy! haha. but she's still in love with fire fighters. yes, go dress up for halloween! haha.

hyeon never come to school today! haha. partners in crime baby :D
in place protection thing was so er, weird aye? haha. super hot luh. i want my duit rayer okay! aqilah 20 bucks. natasha safia 50 bucks and khalisah 100 bucks. muahaha. aida and aisyah a thousand each! yay! then i'll be rich and i still owe xuan money.

omg, shall stop now. happy happy :D

2006-10-20T05:20:00.000-07:00

show me what it's like to be the last on standing;

I never want to see that look on his face ever again, disappointment. S2 it will be then. I'll most probably be confine at home because of this shit results. I've got no one to blame. Thanks xuan for the math notes. The retest is on wednesday. How bloody convenient.

2006-10-19T08:10:00.000-07:00

when lying to myself can help me through today, it was never there in the first place because you gave up on me so soon;

Thanks Xuan! (:
Love the coconut man. That can also be use for other things other than lighters okay. And i know it was a bad example as we promise each other not to smoke ((: Haha. Slept a hell lot in class today. Tables are very comfortable. I swear it is. I totally slept man. So, my head was spinning. I hate waking up and having a massive headache.
I'm scared. I'm scared to get that bloody report book of mine. Dammit.

You'll do fine(:

I don't bloody hell care anymore.

2006-10-18T08:04:00.000-07:00

say it if it's worth saving me;

I don't qualify. I bloody hell don't qualify. What am i going to do? Now i'm on a frigging guilt trip for not telling my parents. Gawd, they'll be so crush. Sigh, it's just too much to take in for one day. Thanks for the hug people <33
I love you guys to bits.

Mrs Firefighter and I are the bomb (: We are nice people. <33

Thanks you. But you should have come after i got my math results. Haha (:
Screw math. It's always math isn't it? Fuck.

holding it back since then, since then;

2006-10-17T03:19:00.000-07:00

you are only the best i ever had;

Omg, are you serious? Did something happen? Dang.

I'm so tired nowadays man. I just feel like sleeping the whole damn day. Immediately
crash my bed when i reach home. Sorry xuan, she wanted to hang out somewhere but
i was too lazy. Haha xD

Well, i didn't expect anything for both subjects. Dissapointed? Yes. Surprise? Hell no.

I hope tmr turns out okay. Wth, who am i kidding?
And our movie marathon. MUST OKAY. hee (:

2006-10-16T07:42:00.000-07:00

grey sky morning;

I swear Travis is dang good man. Hot stuff baby (:
That breaker guy, forgotten his name, he's so good too. But wth, his stupid visa.
What a waste man.

2006-10-15T07:34:00.000-07:00

I will be around, when you think it's over,
I won't let you down;

This post is dedicated to my lousy wonderwoman! :D

Although it was only for awhile, it was great while it lasted. Omg, yes, i'm so
going to miss you. Thanks for everything, the reassurance and all that. You've made my day.
I'm so sorry about the late reply and i shall give you your letter soon. And your gift too, before the school closes. Study hard and you can do it. All the best for your papers! I love you to bits
man <33

2006-10-15T01:56:00.000-07:00

You said your time was running out,
You're far from where you want to be,
You're hanging in the lost and found,
You're losing touch with everything;

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I'm fuck shit annoyed right now. I totally forgot about the stupid poster.
Bring uniform and wear pt kit tmr, what stupid fucking shit is this man.
Forget it, why do i even give a flying shit about this.
Man, i'm really annoyed.

Another two weeks to end of school term. Right?
Lets make this two weeks a memorable one. Shall we? (:

I finally got the Vans shoe i wanted. Yay, thanks Mum (:

Sec four farewell assembly, aww. I'm so going to miss her man.
Yeah, haha. xD

Omg, i'm seriously lazy to blog luh.
And date movie is dang funny, plus DISGUSTING.
Like ohmygosh seriously. And the small small little kids were watching it.
Haha, food was awesome ystd. I love chicken wings. (:

2006-10-02T23:56:00.000-07:00

when it comes down to nothing;

i think my period is coming. i'm pms-ing like shit. getting so annoyed at every little thing.
i'm sorry.
i'm tired, my brain is not working and my gastric is like bloody painful. & my contacts
are like finish, i forgot to check and have to wear specs for at least what, 1 week.
wearing specs is damn uncomfortable.
can this day get any worse?

2006-10-02T07:20:00.000-07:00

i f i tell you, will you judge me?
cause the bottom line is, it is me and it's how i feel,
so, will you still judge me?

spent the whole morning doing math. but covered only a few topics.
& i so totally forgot there was art on friday. omg, still left with a lot to do.

i don't want to go for atc. so, i'm not going for atc.
I'M NOT GOING FOR ATC! I'M NOT GOING FOR ATC.
i don't want to go for atc.
why does my mother care so much about the points? she's not going through this shits.
i am dammit.
after what happen during unit camp & all the other trainings and stuff, i don't want
to go for atc. really, i don't want to.
it's a living hell.
i know others are going through it with me, i know that i'm already in this mess.
accept it and move on. but, it's bloody hell not easy. hell no. it will
never be easy.
don't force me to do what i don't want. being stuck in this thing. so controlled
and everything.
i really don't want to go. i'm seriously losing my mind right now.
argh.
screw everything right now.

3 more days to finals. hang on people. i love you <333

2006-09-27T19:40:00.000-07:00

I'm tearing out the page,
Breathing for a change,

camwhoring(?) was nice <3 we will be doing it again next year?
i want clique dinner? please? hahaha xD

2006-09-25T19:00:00.000-07:00

when there's nothing left to hope for;

yeah, so much for going hiatus. just cannot help it. days have been really unproductive. like damn it seriously. i want to leave already. laugh so much in the morning & i feel so sick now man. fuck it.

2006-09-25T06:42:00.000-07:00

you give me wings;

like seriously need to blog this.
JON IS STILL MY IDOL MAN. (:
same person winning the title again man. ohwells, he does have the voice.
haha. & like taufik (?) looks so much more presentable now no?

you doing that thing you do, breaking my heart into a million pieces like you always do;

2006-09-25T04:49:00.000-07:00

we build it up to watch it fall like we meant nothing at all;

escape with me anyone?

2006-09-12T07:56:00.000-07:00

cut me some slack;

staying away from here for awhile.
if i can help it, that is (x

lying to yourself is much better isn't it?
people around you are happier.
but, you?
feeling & thinking differently.
outside & the inside.
so different.
is there a way to tell?

2006-09-11T07:18:00.000-07:00

I don't quite know
How to say, How I feel ;

tired of what you want me to be
feeling so faithless lost under the surface
don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

numb?
stop all this shits man.
i don't want friday to come ):
damn.

hope you feel better PL! <33
& highlight of the day, " i got thunder thighs!" xD

2006-09-10T19:38:00.000-07:00

when all i was trying to do was escape;

i'm really scared for tmr's session. i don't know why but i am. sigh. how long will this last? hope nothing will go wrong tmr because because. & i left my bloody boots in class. shit.
argh.

i need to find that stupid song title. i like that song dammit. by nickelback i think.

& my printer is working again thanks to my mum. haha. i was telling her if the printer is not fixed she'll have to drive me to my aunt's house to print it. haha. see, lazy to send me might as well fixed the damn printer right!(: but the quality is dammit bad man. ohwells. whatever. at least i have the pictures

left with malay to finish. dang.

2006-09-09T06:37:00.000-07:00

i'm just out to find the better part of me;

omg, i'm like so lagging behind all the homeworks. shit. & i need a bloody printer. print for me anyone? (: haha.
as much as i miss everybody, i don't want to go back to school. give me another week to wake up pls? pls?
you know what, i'm going all out. yeah, hopefully. but hell no, restrictions. argh. gawddammit.

kinda use to it already. immune?

2006-09-08T06:55:00.000-07:00

word?;

bye bye, bibik, liyana & paman ):
see you soon, like when? december, uh. next year? sooner yeah. haha.
gonna miss that sweet little thang <3
dang, couldn't see them off to the airport.

& there's still a lot of homework that needs to be done. bloody printer not working, how the hell am i going to print the bloody pictures for art. like screw it man. & wow, my mother won't even bother fixing it. like surprise surprise.

it's better keeping it all in huh?

evaporate tall person!

2006-09-07T20:06:00.000-07:00

part of where i'm going is knowing where i'm coming from;

SAY SAY SAY! YAPHOO! <3
okay like enough with that. HEY PAUL YOU'RE SO FINE, YOU'RE SO FINE YOU BLOW MY MIND, GO PAUL! HEY PAUL. like that right? haha. whatever.
i'm high right now. whoots.
& it's friday already. how fast time flies man. gawddammit man.

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sorry xuan. my mum won't allow me to go out. even if i'm studying. stupid right. argh. dammit. & yes, if you get kidnapped it's on me (x nah, dont think so! :P

2006-09-07T06:24:00.000-07:00

i can't stand to fly, i'm not that naive;

omg. paul )':

he's gonna be missed so badly. sigh ):

SAY SAY SAY. <3

well anyways, went to study with xuan. yes, i actually studied.

& coordinate geometry is such an ass. i hate coordinate geometry. & we ate a lot of junk food.

sigh. no mood ready. dang.

"smoking strictly prohibited by law". xuan wrote that on my hand. (x

guess who did that. (:

2006-09-06T21:20:00.000-07:00

growing old with you;

SAY SAY SAY!
like omg. hot stuff baby(: haha.
paul sang quite well okay :D
SAY SAY SAY <333
& jon too!
SAY SAY SAY!

2006-09-06T05:04:00.000-07:00

how can we quit something we never even try;

man, i'm so annoyed with my dad. i'm going out to study tmr. not doing any shits out there okay. like dammit. is it so hard for you to trust me. argh. wth man.

2006-09-05T08:18:00.000-07:00

we build it up & watch it falls like we meant nothing at all;

stupid form. finally can send it.
i want to study at esplanade again. (:
haha.
i can't seem to fall asleep.
darn.

2006-09-05T05:02:00.000-07:00

i've never really thought about it;

seriously, i do not understand some people. what have we ever done to you? hello. i don't even know your damn name. so, please don't judge us. it's seriously very annoying. what's with the staring man? what's with the attitude? omg. you spoiled my mood. argh. too self-conscience huh? like get this, not everyone will talk about you or whatever. sheesh, gawddammit.

anyways, went queesway with hyeon & well, the very slow people, hazzie, dhanu & sowji. oh my goodness, were they like really slow or what. haha. & they take like so long to buy their food & to eat their food. okay, PDA in mc. omg, like just beside us. & hyeon have to like face them. lost her appetitite man. haha. so went around to find fbts, but can't. only one shop has. but they didn't have the one we wanted. but what the heck, i just bought the black one. though there was no size for hyeon. & that bloody sales guy. man, he's annoying. yeah, annoying man. idiot. so left after that & we miss the stop! haha. too engrossed in watching the show. hyeon left after, through the side gate. haha. so the rest of us decided to go to esplanade. great idea(: man was it damn windy. it was really nice there, nice place to study. haha. but i ended up sleeping. i want to go there again :D do some crappy stuff. yeah, and people came and ask for donations. i donated. all hail me(: see i'm nice right. haha :D

despise them a hell lot man. yes, hyeon & feixin should know. haha. assholes man.

okay, pictures <333

leaving our lasting legacy(:

i didn't use like permanent marker. so the moment i put it in the water it got washed off ): man, have i no common sense or what. haha (x

i'm so nice & bought them chocolates okay. i think the bee is the cutest. duh. it's mine (:

PL <333 secret huh! (x haha. then we started singing, SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW! (:

i love my bumblebee. is that how you spell it? haha. love much (:

2006-09-04T06:57:00.000-07:00

haha. forgot to upload this pic. I'M SLEEPY & i'm not like thinking straight right now. PL <333 i don't have individual picture of the others. nvm. shall take candid shot & sabotage them. i love blackmailing. but i need to get my cam back. & bloody hell i want a new cam. dammit. i seem to crave for a lot of things nowadays. but i'm sick of food. haha. okay, like i don't know what i'm talking about. i still haven't taken my shower. and it's like almost 10 now. i'm a stinky pig! & aida says that crocodile hunter guy died? hmms.

<s> what do i have to lose hoping for that? </s>

2006-09-04T06:40:00.000-07:00

the uber cool & hot wrestler! <333

note: wrestler!

2006-09-04T06:23:00.000-07:00

it's already a struggle now;

omfg. didn't study at all.
but i kinda figure out how to play tomorrow, fall to pieces & here without you.
but it's still so rusty & stuff.
sigh.
should i go queensway with dhanu tmr?
i need to get more fbts shorts.
my adidas shorts and black fbts are missing.
gone. dammit.
& the adidas shorts is like how expensive.
argh.
i can't study at home.
a lot of distractions.

you have no idea how much i want that.
no idea.

2006-09-04T04:11:00.000-07:00

& there's nothing to cushion your heart led fall;

xuan & i like donated 7 bucks each to charity today. aren't we just nice people?
& not to mention our time. monster house was bloody lame & stupid. omg. seriously how can
they produce this kinda show. & all the people watching were like kids. omg. it was darn stupid!
math extra lesson was entertaining cause i was sitting beside xuan.
ccc & aida. happening man. SCANDALOUS (x.
omg. real funny & i didn't know he had a life.
& he likes to repeat himself & i find that kinda annoying.
haha.
xuan's leaving for malaysia.
& we are stuck in the bloody auditiorium doing science tmr morning!
oh man (x.

again & again. he rattles on about how perfect he is.
good grades, good comments. whatever man. & i find some of his stories
so unbelievable. but it seems like it's unbelievably true.
& a lot of effort is like spent on him.
he better be worth it man.
cause i'm not risking not having what i want because of him.
annoying little piece of shit.

it's raining now <3
just perfect to relax.
STOP. reality check.
HAVE TO START STUDYING.
OHMYFREAKINGGAWDDOIJUSTWANTTODROPDEADNOW.

what a waste of the wonderful 7 bucks! ):

2006-09-03T06:04:00.000-07:00

My cherie amour, pretty little one that I adore;

cannot seem to download my cherie amour. darn.
i like that song man (: haha.

kinda in a daze mood right now. & just like stoning.
hahaha.
lalalala lalalala.

2006-09-02T08:15:00.000-07:00

be my cherie amour?

font weird? haha. nvm.
thanks atik shitloads(:
shall change pics once in awhile. ohwells.
just came back from aunt's party.
wasn't really in a good mood.
man, i was so damn annoyed.
let it out. let it out.

nice yummy food. & i forgot to take cam back. haha.

2006-09-01T20:58:00.000-07:00

one, you are a dream come true, no more;

stupid asshole, oh yes you are. take yourself & your big ego to hell.
go screw yourself man.

yesterday was walking day!
oh yes, xuan & i walked a hell lots man(:
from esplanade to marina square. ate yoshi something, haha. delicious(:
walked around marina square which is like hugely huge. from there went back to city link.
then to suntec, walked to candy empire back to suntec & back citilink.
& we walked again to esplanade & took the bus to plaza singapura. from there we walked to centrepoint,
then to john little to find bras. haha!
then we walked to cine. then to heeren & walk back to somerset.
aren't we great or what man! ((:
& i almost feel into the pond thanks to xuan. haha.
& saw a lot of people digging their damn nose. disgusting!
& the flicking woman beside xuan on the bus. hahahaa. PUKES.
all hail me. i didnt get lost. haha.
with some help from my aunt. (:
i didnt get lost!
all hail the great sabrina :D

over & done with you.
you can rot in hell for all i care.
stupid boy.

2006-08-31T06:56:00.000-07:00

one, you are like a dream come true;

omg. i was so scared for paul. but phew, he's still in the game(:
it was like tension man. really PHEW :D

teachers' day celebration was alright i guess.
& xuan didn't come to school! skip right! hahah.
okay. it's not your problem if i get lost tmr (x
haha.(:

i think ccc is funny man. twisting the card around. man it was hilarious shit.
so was some parts of the concert. 4G2 skit. haha (:

& sabrina loves the rain!
i love dancing & playing in the rain(:
man, was the feeling just awesome.
but i hate being in the auditorium after playing in the rain.
gosh, it was friggin cold!
i love the rain (:

& aisyah is a pervert. what an ass man.

maybe going back there wasn't a good idea after all.
maybe if i hadn't gone back, i won't feel this way. the way i did.
omg. & denise had to left early so didn't get to see her ):
ohwells. next time maybe. & yeah, super boring man.

two, just wanna be with you;

2006-08-30T05:16:00.000-07:00

you need to listen;

omg. pms-ing. i'm annoyed at every little single thing.
& i was like annoyed when i was watching mr bean.
omg, he's fucking dumb. argh.
& can't concentrate in class. annoying people around. omg, like i'm trying to listen.
okay. i'm seriously irritated.
apparently,
i don't know how to use an umbrella.
i dont know how to get to esplanade,
& i waste food.
loser eh?

is there a meaning behind all those words?
i can't tell between the truth & the lies.

2006-08-28T07:27:00.000-07:00

When you told me that you loved me, were those just words?
You can't tell me you don't need me and I know that hurts
Cause I'm looking at your picture
Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day you and me will have one more shot;

so much for being positive.
still sick. still tired.

prince aragorn(:
what an ass.

making up a history.
It's nothing from the life you lead but man, will they buy all your lines;

2006-08-27T07:39:00.000-07:00

Don't you see, don't you see, that the charade is over?
And all the "Best Deceptions" and "Clever Cover Story" awards go to you;

i'm not doing math. man, i need serious motivation.
need to start studying. next week is already like the holidays. term 4 will be a short one.
& my grades are not getting any better.
should just look forward to thursday this week (:
& i have loads of things to carry tmr. i forgot to bring back my bloody shoebag.
goddammit. argh. i'm so irritated now man.

You're calling too late too late to be gracious you do not warrant long goodbyes;

2006-08-25T07:14:00.000-07:00

Another summer day, has come and gone away;

CHEER UP XUAN!
be strong (:
love you many many <333

hair so poofy! hahaha. thanks hyeon! help me explain to that guy. haha.

sigh. bad day today.
cheer up everyone (:

kite is done! :D
but doubt it will fly. hope it would.

But i wanna go home;

2006-08-24T07:31:00.000-07:00

In life you can't get all caught up in wishing for something that won't happen.;

screw that bloody oral. esp the conversation. omg. how retarded can i get?! hahah.
the pond. xuan wanna wrestle me right. must push each other inside next time. lol. (:
& mass polishing with sunshines :D
hyeon turns people on with her bar top dancing but sowji & dhanu thought she was riding a horse.
hahaha.
stupid boots not shining. damn it. well, at least i tried & so i gave up half way (X
i was practically sleeping in the room while waiting for my turn. & i'm aida's rumput?
she & all her kekasih!

ystd!
date with PL (;
yeah. we did IT ystd man. nice right!
finally tcc! <333>
so, tmr! tmr! <333
& i want more.
hahaha.

jon! hot stuff baby(:

& forget it. it doesn't matter anymore.

2006-08-22T22:00:00.000-07:00

crime of passion;

i had ice on me,
i was tied to a chair,
my shoelaces were untied by XUAN;
i had green powder on me,
& there's more. wet!
omg, xuan with the crazy ideas! hahaha. torture baby(:
& get well soon!<333
her skirt got ripped off. haha! (x

i have no idea how to do history. & i've just finish that stupid essay.
man, it is so lame. seriously.
date with PL tmr<333.

& pls don't get me started with that chest hair's lesson. how annoying can he get?
he is so full of himself.
& the play. well, kinda looking forward to it actually. but not performing it infront of him & the class.
oh my goodness!

that is how i do it & i don't know what to do anymore.
it's more like a jail cell to me.

say you haven't given up on me;

2006-08-20T22:51:00.000-07:00

shadow & always will be;

Forget it. i'm not going to finish up my art, english, dnt & that essay.
tmr morning will be a very busy morning.
omg, i seriously need to buck up.
haven't studied, haven't revise.
i need motivation, i need inspiration.
come on, inspire me!(:

i shall have an early night. an extra early night. if not, i'll be having a splitting headache tmr.
& that will not be good.

when i'm told to break free, i'm lost;
who wants to be my compass?

2006-08-20T21:00:00.000-07:00

Do what you feel in your heart to be right, for you will be criticized anyway,
you'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't;

omg. my medicine all gone & i'm still not recovering! haha. but i'm feeling so much better(:
thanks to everybody who has make last week alright :D
esp to xuan with loads of crazy ideas, gloria kwan feixin & hyeon the great!
lousy idiotic loser, dilly & gay partner aida! (:

i still have another 9 drawings to draw. but i don't understand the trigger words, i haven't started the
bloody essay & haven't started studying dnt!

hyeon!
omg omg. the musical! haha. after eoys :D great, great!<333

drills tmr. so, well, no choice have to go for np. since promo is drawing nearer.
we'll be separate into ranks. haha. but i'll still be with hyeon! yay (x

"Condemn the fault, and not the actor of it?"

2006-08-19T07:02:00.000-07:00

you hide your emotions so well,
& i wish i was able to do that too;

so much for studying & finishing up the homeworks today.
& it wasn't even a quarter of it.

Yes, your beloved son's soccer shits. be proud of him.
man, whatever.

I'm wondering if i'm even on the same page;

2006-08-18T22:23:00.000-07:00

In the end everyone will hurt you,
it's up to you to decide who is worth the pain;

I'm getting confuse with what i'm feeling & reality.
But it cannot be happening.
It's impossible.
I wish you knew & i will see if it's still the same.
So, i won't get confuse no more.
Make sense?

2006-08-18T03:38:00.000-07:00

and all i've been doing is protect it,
i lie for the sake of my pride;

i'm sick of drills,
i'm sick of pumpings,
i'm sick of cheers,
i'm sick of the scoldings,
i'm sick of the full u,
i'm sick of the quarter u,
i'm sick of the pt kit,
i'm sick of the cis,
i'm sick of the teacher officers,
i'm sick of changing parades,
i'm sick of the time limit,
i'm sick of always asking for permission,
i'm sick of all the punishments,
i'm sick of all the deadlines,
i'm sick of promotions,
i'm sick of camps,
i'm sick of putting up an act during training.
i'm sick, sick, sick, sick, sick, sick of np.
if i'm not sick, i'm tired.
i'm sick & tired.
this will never change no matter how hard you try,
& i'm sorry.

i wanna heal, i wanna feel what i thought was never real,
i wanna let go of all the pain i felt so long,
i wanna heal, i wanna feel like i'm close to something real,
i wanna find something i wanted all along,
somewhere i belong;

xuan has alot up her sleeves. & i had to go for treasure hunt.
she always has crazy ideas. (:

& i was hoping for the train rides,
but there are still more to come(:

2006-08-16T22:40:00.000-07:00

The worst thing about being lied to,
is knowing that you're not worth the truth;

the reason why i'm often offline is because of the bloody connection! omg. sign in and sign out. awfully irritating ya know that.
ohwells, just passed history ct. bloody hell man. & even if i do the math ct, it will not get counted. bullshit.
oh whatever.
arm drills. hope i'll feel better tmr. yes, both.
why?
& i need to be reassured again.

i didnt think that jasmine and nurul could pull it off. you know, the rock genre. but they did quite okay i guess. & omg. what happen to jon! he looked like a girl. but i still love him with his mascara and his sudden weird eyebrows. haha.

We scream our insecurities but mutter our apologies.And that's why this world will always be so wrong.

2006-08-16T03:49:00.000-07:00

be honest with me,
you know it works;

i decided not to go for remedial today & my mother actually said okay. well, i was having headache and gawd, that manly voice. hahaha. annoying. & hyeon i cannot keep queit. i can't even greet properly man. lol.
xuan was being XUAN during recess. really, she has nothing better to do. spit ice! was going to kill her. idiot! haha.
well, what do you know, more freaking projects. i hate projects. gawddammmit.
thanks to gloria kwan feixin for walking me to the bus stop and keeping me company till the bus came. you fat heart loser!
i want more mrt rides hyeon! haha.

another person in your life to abuse & to adore?
looking for love supreme;

& i miss you already.

2006-08-15T07:19:00.000-07:00

Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity;

i just picked any random skin. i'm seriously very lazy to look for skins. haha :D
ohwells, i will search if i feel like it.

& i love my manly voice. hahaha.

2006-08-15T06:35:00.000-07:00

i'm back to blogger !
hahhaa.
shall update more later(: